Long Time
Its been months since I was last on here! When I get a better computer I will definitely be on here a lot more.
May 1, 2012
December 13, 2011
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I don’t know how to deal with emotions of my friends. I know that I used to be able to give great advice and cheer them up but I have been so emotionally drained from the same problem that I just don’t care anymore. Is that bad? Does that make me a bad person? Or am I just being honest? I can’t waste my breath on the same thing if no one wants to listen to you. I feel like I am broken record.
I can only do and say so much to make yourself feel good about yourself. If you don’t feel like you are pretty or gorgeous like your other friends then change that about yourself. Don’t let guys define you. If your friends have guys hanging all around them and not want to have sex put out a different vibe or go for the different guy. Clearly there is something that you are doing wrong to attract those type of men or finding something about them that make them unavailable.
December 4, 2011
Aries are straight to the point and deceptiveness/deviousness are foreign to them.
Via Stars of the Zodiac
Crafty Coffee Love.: Hair Mascara DIY?
This is very interesting .. I know some people who could have benefited from this in high school
So my hair color is…not consistent. ;) My natural color is a mixture of dark brown, medium brown, auburn, and copper. I have sandy sections in the summer due to the sunlight. Did I mention the few blond hairs that turn gray? Yeah, those are fun. Anyhoo, my hairline has been playing tricks on me…
I want to learn how to water marble my nails .. next semester I may start a collection of nail paint
Christmas-ish Water Marble :)
I forgot how much I loved water marbling. For this marble I used the following polishes:
- Base Color - Sally Hansen Complete Salon Manicure - Pink Slip
- Wet n Wild Wild Shine - Jezebel
- Scherer Chameleon - Galactic
Hope you like! If you have any questions about water marbling I’d be happy to help :)
xo Holly
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Some one (Shay) told me that she doesn’t follow me because I don’t tumble a lot .. sorry I didn’t know I had to tumble every other day LOL
November 13, 2011
It’s been a while since the last time I was on here! I need to keep this blog up to date
September 7, 2011
Bag of Feelings
In my bag of feelings not knowing what to do. I try and be the best person possible but that seems not to be working right now. I can’t keep a guy interested in me past sex. Is it my personality that makes me like that or is it the boys I am attracting. I can’t even classify them as men, just because your age makes you a man, your character doesn’t make you a man.
I hate it when I start falling for the wrong guy. I know just because we are having sex doesn’t mean that you like me for me. You like me for what I can do for you or what I have done for you. I would say that this little action has made me celibate but its made me more aware of my surroundings. I could just be a hoe and have a couple guys on the team playing all at once but that is just recipe for disaster. My future is looking way to bright for me to fuck it up now.
The pregnancy test came out negative so I know that I am not going through that again. I’m about to get on this birth control and call it a day. I can’t be getting pregnant, I can’t be catching nothing either so either I will say no or strap up depending on how I’m feeling that day. This is not the first person to try and get me pregnant though. I don’t know what’s up with that but it has got to stop!
Again in my bag of emotions, I have to stop posting songs on facebook or going off on people in my statuses. That is only stooping down to their level and making me look bad. I am about to go and delete a lot of things off my page just for the sake of saving face.
I don’t see why he wouldn’t want me. I can’t say that I do it better than the next chick because I don’t know what she is doing for him, but I know I probably have more things going for me than that other girl. This is about to be a Jo-Jo’s Marvin’s Room. Fuck that new girl that you love so bad.
I do have things going for me. I have a job, I may not have my own place yet but I do have a roof over my head, I can cook, I will clean when its time, I’m in school, no kids, and I have a car. I don’t know why I think the reason I’m unwanted as a girlfriend is because of my weight. But that’s just the best part that makes me, Me. But oh well, I will find that love of my life. I just won’t be getting caught up now. I’m not going to reject a possible mate but I’m going to focus on me.
The old virginal Kayla who was always in the books and studious and making straight A’s and a few B’s needs to make an appearance and I think after some serious counseling she will come back.
August 5, 2011
Its Been A While
Man … I don’t know the last time I was on here … ever since my laptop showed me the fatal blue screen I haven’t been on any social networking sites like I used to be .. well except for face book .. I get notifications on my phone that force me to log in and look
July 11, 2011
July 9, 2011
Serious Blogging
I have some serious blogging coming soon … not gonna hold back on anything (except for names) … emotions are gonna be running wild =)
